I had a miserable experience the other week, I met a guy online stayin at a hotel locally and we met up, chatted and I got changed to my panties and stockings cami etc, and hi stripped to his sox and pants.. he then took off my panties and stuff and hinted he didn’t like it, which is annoying as we met online and I showed him pics… after we got over that it turns out  that when I told him I was sub bottom and not a top or dom , he thought I would switch for him when we met and that he is sub, this  didn’t happen.

While I was trying to figure out what to do be bent over and pushed his ass into my face which is not a turn on  for me. I moved away and said this clearly wont work and got into a conversation about what sub dom top bottom was, he had no clue at all and thought all gays wanted to lick his ass and finger him.

After trying for some time to explain to him he asked  if I would suck him off and I figured  we could salvage something from this debacle.

While I was trying sucking him he kept stopping to wank, and wouldn’t let me wank or suck him bit he did keep sticking his ass in my face, finally he wanked  himself so much that he came, and I got dressed and we quickly but not quickly enough for my liking parted company..  I was left not in a great mood, and gaggin for cock still.

I was thinking that it sounds really easy to get cock and that no effort is needed.

 But in reality I cruise most days online or in real and only sometimes get lucky, granted when I do get lucky its normally very lucky but  its not often.. I've not had cock  since   my tv went out, and im gaggin for it.. I need someone to cum in my mouth  several times…  and no one online is genuinely up for it, I've been let down by the same guy now 6 times.. I no longer believe he will meet but agree just in-case….  Im hoping I get some cock for Christmas or newyear..

My sky tv broke so I had to wait in for the engineer to arrive and I was bored. So I came online chatting and surfing  for gay porn. When the sky guy came my laptop was on  the table and he glanced at the screen where a pic of a guy sucking cock was..  I changed the pic to the desktop soon as I could  but when he looked at the screen again, he said it was a shame  I took the pic off it looked hot, and did I have others, so I went back to the site and showed him some cocks, all the time looking at the bulge in his pants…

He said he always fantasised about going to somones home and being blown as a thank you for fixing the tv.. so I told him it was his dream come true.. I know it was a line and he probably used it  loads of times but  his cock was nice, about 5” slim  and very hard.. I was sucking him and swallowing him  in an instant.

 I told him next time I he should bring me a sky +  box and I would bend over  for him and show him my panties…

I had an email  from a guy I've sucked off b4, and he wanted to meet, so I agreed to meet him late one eve at my fave local outdoor place and he got his cock out and I was sucking him when he stopped me and asked  me to  get on all 4's so I did and he went round the back lifted my skirt and started to feel my ass and  rub me, I told him to look in my bag, which a had lube and condoms, and he took the lube and fingered my ass, for a while .

 I was lay out on the cold floor by the time he finished and then  he tore open the condom, rolled it on his cock and  raised my ass,  enough to slip his cock in my well lubed and fingered ass, he started slowly and  fucked me  for a while, but I was cold and uncomfortable so I got him to lay on his back and I faced him,  squatting over his cock, and fucked him, we tried several positions b4  he had me stood leaning forward  using a wall to steady myself as he fucked me from behind till he came.  We were both worn out and sat in his car for a while recovering…

 I saw a bulge rising in his pants just as he said he better be off, and I leaned over and touched it asking if he was sure, b4 I could  do anything he undid his pants and popped out his cock, which was still covered in cum, and I sucked him off in his car drinking all he had…

I've been cruising a spot in Bristol a while now, and got some nice cocks.. I've been told it was good if ur there late, I normally do it at  lunch or after work, so one time I was  leaving v late I thought I would try the place, it was almost dead, just a few couples and the odd drunk..

 I was bored and about to leave and a few guys walked by all drunk so I sat still waitin for them to pass as I didn’t want to get in the way of young drunk lads.. and a few mins later another lad about 24 drunk came by and asked if I saw his mates, I said a few had gone that way and he swore calling the all names.

He said they were ment to wait while he had a piss, I glanced at his fly which was open, told him it was he smiled and said  he wished the girls in the bar were looking at his cock as it was always hard.

I was disappointed he was st8. he didn’t make an attempt to do his fly up and I kept looking, he seemed annoyed and said fuck man u want a  closer look and stepped forward.. I said if u get closer I will be looking with my tonsils  and laughed.

So did he and then said that he wasn’t gay, I smiled and told him that’s cool  he walked off and I wandered into the bushies a few mtrs away, then I turned to see him follow, he follwed me in and all the time saying he wasn’t gay or anything..

I undid his fly and got to my knees  pulling his jeans and shorts down  he had a average cock, but it was thick, I started to  kiss and touch it when he fell over…  laughin he mumbled it was  nice so as he lay on the floor I carried on wanking and sucking his  cock, licking his balls he lay there moaning and I was lovin the cock, I so wanted to bend over for  him  but he was too pissed and not hard enough.. so I licked sucked and wanked him till he  came in my mouth, I swallowed him and milked  his cock till it was soft  he lay thee with a silly grin and said this don’t mean im gay.

  After he staggered to his feet he walked off and I waited a few mins so as not to be seen  and I went back to the bench, where I saw another guy sitting a few benches down. He got up and walked over smiling, and said he had seen me take the other guy to the bushes, and wondered what we got up to, so I just came out with it and said I just sucked him off, the guy grinned and  asked if he could  be next……

I was away for the weekend and I had been online lookin for meets, and I had emailed a dozen guys asking if they were around, and had only 2 responses so agreed to meet them both, but when I arrived and checked my mail I had 6 cocks wanting to be sucked!  So I agreed to meet all of them..the first guy I meet I met the last few times I was in this place visiting, he has a nice cock, 6" quite slim cock but cums  nicely and don't take too long.. I sucked him off in a local park, we climbed over the wall and hid in the bushes… it was great to get some cock as I've not had some for a while.. while I was sittin back on the ground after he came he asked if he could see my ass so I bent over and he started to feel my ass in lace shorties and  I felt him kiss me and start to  play with my hole… he was licking or rimming me  before I could say anything it was great, I felt his finger in me  but it was tight  so  I said he should stop, he licked it more and told me he had lube… so I let me lube me up and finger me  it was so nice to have his fingers inside me he  had 2 finger in me  and told me he was ready to fuck me but didn't have a condom, luckily im a bit of a slut and had some strawberry ones.. ( I don't like to suck  cock that has had the other kind on…) I put it on him and lubed it up  before bending over… it was hard in the bushes so we  went to the nearest park bench  where he bent me over and slid his hard cock up m tight hole, he fucked me for 20 mins before he said he was about to cum, so I pulled off the condom and took his throbbing cock in my mouth and he came again  filling my mouth with hot spunk which I swallowed  and licked and kissed his cock. I met 3 of the guys while I was there, as the others were no shows… but this guy is my fave cock, especially now I know he fucks.  I love to be fucked I want to be fucked and suck cock at the same time, maybe be ass fucked while lickin pussy..

After my Cardiff trip I was happy and content, having had my best day out in ages, so I didn't come online cruising, or go to my fave cruising places for a while. But I was out for a day with my camera just pottering around taking pics enjoying my day off nothing special. 

As always on days out I pop into public loos just on the off chance and  having gone into the 4^th with no one around I had  kind of given up, but  saw a guy who I had seen  near the first 2.. I didn't think much of it and sat on bench watching people wander by he came over and sat with me  making small talk and dropping the odd hint he was looking for cock.

He was about 50, and said he was  going  for a walk to the cottage if I was interested , and I was..  we went over but it was a little busy with people in and out, he said he knew another place so we walked  to a park with some good cover..

And found a corner where  I got to my knees, he stopped me and asked if I liked xdressers, which I  am totally into. I undid his pants and saw  lace, so I opened them more and pulled them down he was in stockings and suspenders and pink lace panties. What a great sight.

 I kissed his cock thru the panties and felt him up his cock slowly got harder and I licked him, taking the tip slowly into my mouth. Before trying to deep throat him, he was quite big and I got most of him in me.  He  moved my head away and said he was gonna cum as he said it he spunked over my face, so I took the cock in my mouth  to swallow the rest, he love that and said not many people swallow..  I loved it,  seeing him cum and then drinking the rest was so nice.     Having  panty clad  cock in my  mouth and my hands on a lace covered ass is my dream.  I cleaned up and left the bushes a few mins after him. About an hour later I saw him again in the same loo, his cock hard again, so I asked if he was up for the same again. He was and we went off and although it took  a bit longer, he came over my face again.  This time he  took off his panties and gave then to me as a reminder.  I have worn them when sucking other guys since that day.